Wah saatnya mau memperkenalkan project digital pertama gue nih yang dinamain GudangKupon. Nah gudangkupon ini sebenernya concept nya lebih ke katalog promosi online dimana visitor gue bisa dapatin coupon dan deals terbaru dari merchant merchant kayak tokopedia, blibli, lazada, jd.id dan masih banyak lagi. Sebenernya gua personally agak ragu ragu tapi yakin buat kerjain project ini dan at first gue cari partner untuk ngerjain bareng tapi susah ternyata, and giliran udah dapet baru 3 mingguan dia udah bounce out karena menurut dia ini untung nya kecil banget dan dia lebih prefer kerjain kerjaan dia yang biasa. not worth time
Sometimes people are only meant to touch our lives even though it will just for a short period of time.
I can still remember your voice in my head when I looked at our pictures. I cans till picture your face with that smile and laugh towards me. I thought no one ever made me feel that vulnerable before until I saw you 'again' after a while. I did feel that love between us while you're just playing me around.
You taught me how to be vulnerable and you taught me how that letting someone in isn't that terrible especially eventhough it wasn't going according to my plan
you taught me that love is still beautiful even though I'll get my heart broken.
You taught me that sometimes we love that person so much and we lose it but it doesn't make any less worth it though.
A while ago when I think about the time that we passed about the hours and the path that crossed between us, the day when we shared a kiss for the first time.
I was thinking that moment was real and that feeling for you was real but when I think about it again that moment didn't really stretch into forever. The truth is we wanted different things, and you wanted to be a princess just as we always called you 'hime'?
God didn't want you to be my forever person and I've accepted it now and I understand that some people are only meant to touch our lives even though on a short period of time. He always has a bigger plan in his mind and he knew that I would be more blessed by someone's else.
All the time that I chose to left you made me felt so empty and He taught me how to heal too.
I am so thankful for you. I was not feeling love after I found you back then even though you're not the one that I'm going to marry. I knew that I can't change people, can't change their thoughts and timing is everything.
We weren't right for each other though I thought we were in a good match. Maybe we could end up killing each other if we stayed.
We are apart now, no longer singing our favorite song, no longer in rhythm but I've come to believe that this is part of life.
No matter how much our life have changed, I'll never look back on us with regret. I always care for you and I'll always be thankful you've been somewhere around in my heart. Hey I wish you'll have a happy family and become a great mom!
I am stepping forward for my next move with my girlfriend so our family are going to meet for the engagement process so I am getting married soon! It's a big move and I am ready to get committed for this one. I was not really expecting to be this fast but there is no perfect timing on this. :)
Stay tuned!
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