September Here I levelled up!

Hello Bros, what`s up?! Been a while eh since my last post! So sorry I`ve been lazy to write up something in here. Well I got pretty occupied with my games.You know I`m a part time youtubers as well, I record games for fun on youtube.

Anyway It`s almost 2 weeks after my birthday :). I don`t know how should I bring my self to, I`m not sure whether I should be happy or I should be sad. hahhaa.. Well it`s my 24th birthday this year, I`m not young anymore, and it makes me sad because I feel like I still haven`t gotten what I wanted and desired yet. First of all it will be better if I got a company to fill up my days, however my brain acted differently with a lot of possibilities and bad chances that might happen if I do that.

Personally I am not the kind of guy that is choosy or anything, I just like to think more than I should think of. I always like to think about the benefit, the impact or maybe the drawback as well. confusing battle inside my head hahhaa... So nevermind!

Maybe it is true that your mind is your personal own battleground however don`t ever let your thought ruins your life. However it seems a lot of thoughts have dragged me down very far like career, romance and financial. I have been thinking a lot of those thoughts every day during my quiet time or while I`m driving to work in the morning. It`s never been so silly to look at myself doubting about my own. It feels like I`m going back to the start when I can see myself feel shy and not confidence.

I`ve changed since I moved to Singapore to study, I wonder why is it coming back again. I was like feeling small all over again. Yesterday I was dreaming about something that related to my career, suddenly I felt like I need to start fresh again, to start somewhere new where I can grow myself as a person.

I always said to myself that I need to grow more in my career and experience to show people that I am able to do something that is extraordinary. I tried to do things that I always lacked of like talking with people, make friends and public speaking. 

I certainly believe that confidence is beautiful and attractive, people will automatically like you if you`re confident. 

In this new year, in this 24th year of my birthday I would like to wish that I will find something that I`ve always dreamt of like having a girlfriend, I would like to travel all around the world and the last and not least I would like to grow my business to the next level! I`d like to have a good health as well through out the year so I will be able to pursue my dream goal. Slowly but sure I will make surely reach the top :)

Hello my dear sunshine since we are not in the same planet anymore, I would like you to see that I will grow brighter than you :). Since you`re in a different planet and galaxy, we could never be together. Well yeah we are not kids anymore and you will need more financial security right, and that`s what is all about :D. I do believe the best things are worth to wait. It`s never been this good if you never said that to me. Thank you for the inspiration! 

The fastest and the most convenient way are not always the best way because the best things in life will always take a while :)

So I will be signing off, It`s late already and I need to go to the office again tomorrow morning. So I`ll see you on my next post, Sorry for the long and random post :D

Cheers:)

@homburgerjkt