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Wah saatnya mau memperkenalkan project digital pertama gue nih yang dinamain GudangKupon. Nah gudangkupon ini sebenernya concept nya lebih ke katalog promosi online dimana visitor gue bisa dapatin coupon dan deals terbaru dari merchant merchant kayak tokopedia, blibli, lazada, jd.id dan masih banyak lagi. Sebenernya gua personally agak ragu ragu tapi yakin buat kerjain project ini dan at first gue cari partner untuk ngerjain bareng tapi susah ternyata, and giliran udah dapet baru 3 mingguan dia udah bounce out karena menurut dia ini untung nya kecil banget dan dia lebih prefer kerjain kerjaan dia yang biasa. not worth time

Friends Lovers or Nothing

Well I was browsing this morning and actually found something interesting. It hit me straight to the heart. It seems like something that I buried down there tries to back up again. well yeah I was reading and that reminding me of long lost friend and lover (maybe). It`s like the song from john mayer called all we have to do is say goodbye or like the title of the post. It was also taken from John Mayer`s song. he`s one of my favorite singer !!






You know I had a tendency of being shy in-front of the girl that I like and I think it`s still there till now. My colleagues said that`s really cute to be really shy. I`ll try my best to act cool by not laughing stupidly. Someone`s told me that I am just me and that`s why I`m likeable. I don`t know why but I felt strange to write this blog post.

Honestly I have read your blog post without any intention this morning. I know you got your own choice which I honored. It`s not because I was a coward, It`s just I knew you were getting away and away from me. Obviously I enjoyed what we shared together though it was just a short time.

Personally being with you was one of the best thing that I could have ever had since I`d known you a while since highschool but it`s just the time ain`t right for us to be together and as you said to me we are not meant to be together. Sorry for not being brave enough, Sorry for not telling you I was moving away and sorry for wasting your time. I did ask you a crappy question like to ask you to start over with me. However I realised how dumb I was since that`s not gonna happen.



I`m happy that you`re married now, that`s what I always told you to quick get married. It`s just because I don`t want to see that chance come back to me again. Congratulation for that, that`s what you`ve always wanted. I`m just nobody as you said I know nothing about you and the real you.


Till then maybe it`s good for us to remain like this, I was glad we met after I went back from singapore. So I`ll see you when I see you. For now I will stick on walking my small path. I hope we had a proper good bye last time because this one is for good.


Somebody said maybe I got a heartache because I don`t get attach till now. I said probably I am just saving my bullets for the one. Because my bedroom is still my perfect hiding place to be in my lala land. You know nothing about me too after all. What have I been through the day I left you.

Anyway it`s too late now, I won`t say anything. Good luck with your marriage, I am happy for you. Truly! I never regret anything about you, about us and about what we`ve been through.
`Life is about breaking our personal limits and outgrowing ourselves to live our best lives`

Cheers!









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